hey ppl..exams are two days away..so this is gonna have to be my last post for the next two weeks(goin for hols right after the exams..im off to belgium..whee!:))if lady luck is on my side i get to use the com after 4 straight hours of math for 30 mins...im making it sound like my parents are so bad..but as weird as it gets..im doin it with a somewhat willing heart..cuz i feel guilty when i dun do my work..especially my math..i really wanna do well this time..like at least above 70 for math..it sounds pretty low but if u see my marks for the previous exam..im setting an okay target..today it was half day...p.e. sucked..we were playing captains ball-basketball note to self-NOT FUN..and im gonna miss napfa(holiday)...mrs dieu says its okay but i dun thnk so..not that i want to take napfa but i just wanna do it with my frens..not alone..in life we cant really get wat we want huh?i thnk its pretty safe to write wad i want in this post..its the exams for the next week and i dun thnk anybody will really read it...or if anybody reads my long and dreary posts anyway..oh and im hving a bdae party!!ive hvnt had one since i was 5 and am pretty freakin out but wad to do..my current phobia is that everybody will just end up going home thnkin its the most boring party in the world..ARGH..so pls pls give suggestions..michelle says she played captains ball at her party last year..but i cant cuz i dun hv a void deck or a court near my hse..my cc is pathetic and quite far away..HELP!anyway..i recently rediscovered a song(from my 400 over songs-and counting-in my mp3)its 'thats when i'll stop loving you' by n sync..one line really is so real to wad ive been feeling this year..at least after wad happened last year..but i doubt u guys will noe since there are only 3 ppl in this entire universe that noes...but its about not believing in guys anymore...or trusting what they say...lyrics are here:

That's When I'll Stop Loving You[N Sync]
When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever (yeah yeah)
That's when I'll stop loving you (that's when I'll stop loving you)
That's when I'll stop loving you

I'm sure you've heard these words before
And I know it's hard for you to trust them once more
You're afraid it all might end
And a broken heart is scared of breakin' again

But you've gotta believe me
I'm never leavin'
You'll never cry long as I am there
And I will always be there
You will never be without love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
Oh you know then, baby
That's when I'll stop loving
That's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll stop loving you, yeah

Long as sunlight lights the sky
The light of love will be
Found in these eyes of mine (these eyes of mine)
And I will shine that light for you
You're the only one
I'll ever give this heart to

What I'm trying to say is (to say)
Nothing will change this
There'll be no time you won't find me there
Cause I will always be there
You will always have all my love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
Well you know then, baby
That's when I'll stop loving

That's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll stop loving you

When this world doesn't turn anymore
When the stars all decide to stop shining
Till then I'm gonna be by your side
I'm gonna be loving you forever
Every day of my life.. baby

Oh yeah yeah
Well you know then baby
That's when I'll stop loving
That's when I'll stop loving..
That's when I'll stop loving you
When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth (lies become the truth yeah)
Well you know then, baby
That's when I'll stop loving (that's when I'll stop loving)
That's when I'll stop loving you
When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
(Well you know then, baby)
That's when I'll stop loving (that's when I'll stop babe)
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I stop baby
I'll stop babe
Lovin you





oh and on the rate of 1-10..i hate jason siah on 50















who am i gonna lean on when the times get rough[We Belong Together]-Mariah Carey