its so early in the morn...had a huge row with rms yesterday night..well its all my fault..i wish i just kept my mouth shut...he must hate me to the ends of the earth..or thnk im sum sort of weirdo in the least..oh yeah..i forgot..im supposed to fill you guys in on the match...so here goes..there was this two seperate team one...but i was closer to the JLs(gb) one...they were playing against the LBs(bb)...and yes..alester was playing...anyway..everybody was asking me to play..including laura(dun ask my why u should noe if you dun just dun ask)..who didnt hv cf but still stayed in school...i didnt want to..but in the last minutes i did...now i wish i did..but still...then there was an individual match which was JLs two officers and me!lol im so lame..we were against mr bae(or bay i hv no idea)and the Lbs by right we hv more manpower..but if u hear the whole story..you'll thnk twice..one of the officers has a back prob..asking her to jump is heartless..the other officer was wearing high heels...whereas mr bae(again excuse my spelling)was playing like sum guy in the lakers..forgot his name..but the point is..he just rocks at captains ball..i thnk he plays basketball..but it was a good game..really good..the after-feeling was even better..i guess im not really upset that we lost..they're good...but they practice everyweek or sth..the games we play in gb are more..erm..feminine...last week they were playing captains ball with a rugby ball!!we dun even do that in pe..i noe im weird..cuz right now im gonna talk bout wad happened during the game...i was given a job actually...but i didnt do it very well...see everybody has to block sumbody..altho nobody really did..during half time everybody was askin me to tho...but the guy i was supposed to block didnt even like stay in one place for long,he slides on the floor,and when he catches the ball..he does it rugby way..but he still catches the ball..hey.. i noe i said i want rougher games..but take at least some pity on me kk?and i kept saying sorry to the guys i bumped into..i dunno wads my prob..well..they just looked at me like shocked and said sorry..i can still remember the look on micheal's face...but the game was too fast so i dun really have a clear image..it was a bit funny..but mostly shocked..mr bae(?)..i bumped into him once or twice..my friends did too...and everytime that happens he raises his hands up in the air..like hes innocent or sth(well he probably is)omg i hvnt realised ive written so long...but before i go i jsut wanna ask if anybody noes who sang beauty and the beast??



















if you every leave,baby you would take away everything real in my life[How Do I Live]